Ya Allah...Kenapa hati ku begitu merinduinya...Aku ingatkan masa akan mengubati segalanya...adakah belum cukup masa utk aku melupakannya & menghapuskan wajahnya drpd kotak fikiran ku? Berapa lama agaknya masa yg aku perlukan utk mengubati hati ku ini...Rindu itu terbawa2 sampai ke malam...
Last night, i dreamt of her...In that dream, we were talking & had a little jokes...Her cute face looks shining...Her smile mesmerized me...I am really longing of seeing that face real life...A short & sweet dream...It really helps reducing the yearn in my heart...I woke up in the morning with an unstable emotion...A mix of feelings...& the unstability was dragged & continued till the office...Kuatnya penangan perempuan tu dalam hidup aku...Adakah engkau juga merindukan ku sebagaimana aku merindui mu? Berkemungkinan juga jawapannya ialah 'ya'...Persoalan & jawapan yang ku reka utk menyedapkan hati...
But I guest, she must be happy right now with her newly wed husband...pergi honeymoon...dekat mana agaknya mereka ber'honeymoon' yer...adehhhh...Jangan nak mengada-ngada fikir pasal tu pulak...Sengaja cari penyakit...
To pamper myself, I tought of going to watch Toothfairy...No one were available to accompany me...haishhhh...Sedihnya hidup keseorangan ni...Fortunately, one of my colleague asked me to join him for a tea...So, cancel watching movie, daripada tengok wayang sorang, baik join yg lain minum2...Borak dgn kawan2 boleh juga hilangkan resah...
After performing my maghrib prayer, I slipped on my shoes & dragged them to the KLCC LRT station...Walking slowly while my head was like a video recorder that trying to retrieve back the old memories of me & her...My head is still full of her & our memories...Hurmmm...
& the LRT arrived...Ting tong...
